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March 20, 2010

It All Begins At 40

Filed under: Health/ Fitness,Life — gardener @ 1:40 am

I remember when I turned 40, mom made the comment that I really should get my eyes checked, because that’s when she started noiticing a change in her vision. I remember laughing about it, thinking that a particular age shouldn’t make that kind of difference, but then someone else said the exact same thing to me. “It all starts happening at 40”, they say. Now I can see that some things in my body would start to change, but some people tend to think that life starts going downhill from 40, and I was determined that it wouldn’t be the case.

I did notice not terribly long after I turned 40 that I was having to squint my eyes sometimes when I was reading, and mom mentioned that maybe I needed reading glasses. I wasn’t against the idea, but the odd thing is, I tend to only squint my eyes when I’m having sinus issues. I know, this may sound crazy, but it’s true. When my sinuses are bothering me, I tend to notice that things are sometimes blurry, so I have to squint. When they aren’t bothering me, it’s business as usual, or at least that’s how it seems. I’ve wondered if the sinus buildup somehow puts pressure on the ocular nerve, but I haven’t wondered enough to actually ask the doctor.

Oh and as far as everything else going ‘downhill’ at 40, aside from the hormonal things that I feel from the perimenapause, I feel better than I’ve ever felt in my life.

Sleepy Saturday

Filed under: Baby JJ,Life — gardener @ 1:36 am

I think there should be some sort of law regarding being awake at 7 in the morning on a Saturday. I was snoozing along so great this morning when I hear JJ start yelping. I knew that it meant he was awake and ready to go out, but I was not a happy camper to be getting up that early. I got out of bed and tossed on my coat over my pajamas, because there was no way I could envision myself getting fully dressed for a quick walk.

He did his doggie business and I decided to go ahead and give him breakfast, which he promptly ate. By this time I was back in bed and on my way dream land. Mister M. had jumped up in the bed and was lying beside me and right about the time I dozed off, I could hear JJ tossing his food bowl, which meant his water container was next. I got up again, took them both out of the crate and went back to bed.

At 9, he was awake again and ready to go out yet again. It was pouring outside and the wind is blowing about 30 mph. Being the responsible doggie owner that I am, I went out with him, but it doesn’t look like there will be any extra shut-eye for me this morning.

My oats are cooking and I made Marcel cinnamon toast out of 1 1/2 cinnamon raisin bagels. They smell SO good that I wouldn’t mind having one myself. Since I overindulged yesterday, I’d better get back on track today, so no bagles for me.

March 19, 2010

Anticipating Weekend

Filed under: Life — gardener @ 3:14 am

I don’t know if I’ve ever been so happy to see Friday as I am this week. I’m ready to relax, kick up my feet and do a whole lot of nothing. In preparations for doing exactly that, I’ve been getting a few things done around the house this morning, which includes but is not limited to cleaning all the sinks, the toilet and vacuuming. And to think, all that before breakfast. Actually, I did it while my steel-cut oats were cooking and I’m headed to the kitchen to grab them and a cup of coffee with freshly ground beans (that I also ground myself this morning).

I’m anticipating good things, even with Marcel struggling with the shingles. Poor guy is miserable and nothing seems to be helping with the pain. I think he’s going to call the doc this morning and protest and demand some medication.

March 18, 2010

Woke Up To Spring

Filed under: Life,Seasons — gardener @ 1:26 pm

I couldn’t believe it this morning when I woke up, it seemed like the weather had changed overnight and spring had arrived and was wrapped up with a beautiful red bow and presented on our doorstep. Now, the crocus and daffodils have been blooming for about a week, and I’d say that they are probably getting close to their peak- the crocus that is, not the daffodils. I would venture to say that the daffodils probably still have a week or two (maybe longer) before they reach their peak, but it’s coming. Following them will be the tulips, in all their colorful glory. I can’t wait.

I didn’t have as much work today as usual, so I was able to spend some time walking with JJ and enjoying the day. I was also feeling a little lazy and doing things in the house, so I went out walking with him at noon, but was still in my PJ’s. I’m sure some people were a little surprised, but I figure why not? It was my trusty flannel coffee PJ’s and they happen to be pretty cute.

I didn’t stay in the PJ’s all day though. I did put on real clothes not long after that. After all, a girl can’t be improper all day can she?

I don’t know if it’s spring, but I tend to attribute it to answered prayers, but I’m feeling better- MUCH better. I’m grateful.

Fun Everywhere You Look

Filed under: Life,Travel — gardener @ 1:19 pm

Since I’ve been thinking a whole lot about travel the past few weeks, I’ve been looking at different vacation destinations, including the East Coast. I have always been a fan of amusement parks, and place I’ve never been is on NJ Amusement Rides, so I was thinking it would be fun to combine a trip to Morey’s Piers and NYC. The great thing about this time of the year is that I was able to find out that Morey’s is having a Spring Sale that can save up to 35%, plus they have a new ride coming this summer, which looks exciting.

After browsing the site, I have to say that I love the fact that it combines two of my favorite things, both water and amusement park rides all in one place. That means you get more fun for your buck, and it leaves me ready to pack my bags and head East. Who wants to join me? It looks like there is something for everyone, including Marcel who isn’t thrilled about roller coasters but loves the calmer rides.

March 17, 2010

Answered Prayers

Filed under: Gratitude,Life,Shop til ya Drop,Techy — gardener @ 2:37 pm

The past couple of days have been really difficult for me.   In fact, I was starting to think that things were going to continue getting worse and that getting better just wasn’t a menu option.   Until today.    I asked on Facebook for prayers, and I know they were sent up because they were answered in a big way.

I had plans to meet my friends Anna and Bobbi today for lunch, and this morning when I woke up, all I could do was cry.   As much as I wanted to see them, I didn’t want to do anything.  I wanted to go to bed and stay there.   But I didn’t.  I  smiled that the sun was shining and I met my friends.   We had a wonderful time, and I felt better.

The outpouring of love and prayers that I felt from a simple request on FB meant a great deal to me.   I could feel it.   My prayers were answered and by the time this evening rolled around, I felt much, much better.    I can’t say that I’m without grief, because I’d be lying, but what I can say is that God is good and my prayers were answered.

I also came home to find that my friend Kimmie had sent me a Magic Jack, so I bought a new phone to use with it, and I set it up.  I now have a number that people can use to call me for FREE!   Don’t you just love that word?  I do!   Thank you Kimmie for blessing me, and for brightening my day even more.  You are the BEST!

Thank the rest of you, for praying on my behalf.  It means more than you know.

March 16, 2010

When All Else Fails- Be Grateful

Filed under: Gratitude,Life,Memories — gardener @ 12:28 pm

Last night I had a mini- (ok not so mini) meltdown. It came late, at 12:30 at night, but I guess those kind of things don’t really have a schedule, they just come and go when they please. It wasn’t pretty, and I’d like to say that I woke up this morning feeling like a million bucks, but I’d be lying to you, and to myself.

I’m not being negative, but I’m greiving and these things take time. I can’t apologize for it, because it just is what it is.

What I can do, is take a little time to be grateful for the things in my life today and share them with you. Maybe it will inspire you in the midst of your own life to take a moment, pause and just be grateful.

My Gratitude List for March 16, 2010

Today I’m Grateful For:

  • Bobbi joining us today at Bible Study and having some time to chat with her and catch up in the train.
  • Sunshine and warmer temperatures.
  • Going for an after dinner walk with JJ and Marcel in the sunshine.
  • A light workload.
  • Illy Coffee with Vanilla Coffee-Mate

Fallen In A Rabbit Hole

Filed under: Life,Memories — gardener @ 12:23 pm

This morning I woke up after a really bad night and almost wished I was like Alice and had fallen into a hole and woke up somewhere like Wonderland. After all, any place with disappearing cats that smile can’t be all bad right?

I’m doing a lot of going through the motions, and attempting to keep my head filled with so many random thoughts that I don’t have time to think about what really is happening deep within the recesses of my mind. The painful things. I know I need to, but right now I just can’t. I saw that last night. What I am finding out is that when I keep my mind busy like this that it is like taking diet supplements, because I tend to have to remind myself to eat at the proper times when I know I should be eating. I’ve also started back on the elliptical, which has done wonders with the anxiety I’ve been feeling. I just hope that some of this will begin to hurt a little less soon and that I won’t keep asking myself, what if?

Need a New Look

Filed under: Life,Techy,Things I Love — gardener @ 12:07 pm

You know, as much as I think this layout is adorable, and as much as I love the way it looks, I’ve been using it for a year now (hard to believe I’ve been here at my own house for a year) and I think it’s time for something new. I wish I had time to play with the CSS, HTML and the Photoshop in order to decorate all my homes (plus the one that still needs to be developed) but I just don’t have time.

If you know anyone who does a great job and can give me what I want for a decent price, please have them drop me a line here, because I really need something fresh, new and exciting. I have a few ideas, but need someone else to make the vision come to life.

Dismissed Headaches and Hormones

Filed under: Life — gardener @ 12:04 pm

I was so happy that I finally got rid of my headache and that I was feeling better headache wise by the end of the day yesterday. Today it did appear for a little while, but it wasn’t long and it was gone again. I can’t tell you how grateful I am about that.

Oh and in somewhat unrelated news: Do you remember me talking about that I’d started using a acne cream treatment to help me with these little break outs I’ve been having? Well it helped, until that monthly time rolled around and right now I have the break out to end all break outs, so I have to go back to my original assumption that it’s all hormonal.

Anyone else besides me having this problem? Tell me I’m not alone.

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