I know I said the other day that I felt as though I was thinking too mucha botu some things, and I really believe that I was. The thing is, I was thinking too much about some things and not enough about others. The weird thing is that I was putting focus on the things I didn’t want, by over thinking them and trying to analyze when that wasn’t the problem at all. Now that I’ve been able to see that, I’ve also been able to see where I do need to focus and it has already made a difference in how I’m feeling.
I still feel overwhelmed in many ways, but at least I can put a few thoughts together and not forget most every word that comes out of my mouth. In my eyes, this is progress. I know it’s going to take me a little while to muddle through the feelings and emotions I’ve been feeling lately, but I think once I get past tomorrow, things will be much better.
I saw Sex in the City 2 with Desere last night and I have to say, I LOVED it. I never watched the show, but I loved this movie even better than the first one that I saw this past weekend for the first time. Yes, it’s risque’ to say the least, so it isn’t for all audiences, but I liked it. I also enjoyed chatting with the girls who sat beside us, who were a lot of fun. I came home feeling light hearted and I needed that more than you know.
I’m feeling hopeful, very hopeful, in many aspects.