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March 6, 2010

Gratitude- March 6, 2010

Filed under: Gratitude — gardener @ 3:58 am

I’ll be the first one to admit that I really am struggling with gratitude at the moment, although I know that in these times of sadness I really need to pause and look around me and be aware of just how many things there are in my life that I need to be grateful for. Truth is, I know that I have a blessed life, and I really am grateful for so many things, only now my vision seems to be clouded with grief.

I decided to try to focus on the positive and recognize a few of the things I have to be grateful for today.

My Gratitude List for March 6, 2010.

Today I’m Grateful For:

  • Having the opportunity to know Carol and have her as my best friend for many, many years.   She was a ray of sunshine and her laughter and loving spirit was infectious.
  • The friends and family who have rallied around me during this time of loss and have showed me their love and support and assured me that I am not alone.
  • Marcel, for taking off from work, just so he could be here with me.
  • JJ and Mister M. for making me smile through the tears.
  • Having the strength to be able to find the words to share a little of Carol through my eyes.   It should be read today at the funeral.

I’ll Try Tomorrow

Filed under: Health/ Fitness — gardener @ 3:52 am

Last night I was feeling a LOT of anxiety about everything that has been going on, and I really wanted to pull out the fitness equipment and start using it. Marcel also said that maybe it would be good for me, but I have been so dizzy the last few days that I was afraid I’d fall off. I know it will be a good thing for me, so I’m going to try tomorrow, but right now I just don’t think I can. The sun is shining though, so I am going to try to take a while. Maybe even at the beach.

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